When I had Roo I suffered a with Post Natal Depression (PND), this is something that many of my friends will probably not know about. Why? because even now I am ashamed of it. That feeling that I cannot cope, and that my daughter would be better off without me, along with with everyone else in my life. With my crying, mood swings and helplessness bringing everyone around me down.
Whilst I feel I am better now, I do feel that everyone around me is waiting for me to crack up. Wondering if I can cope, love my children and provide for my family.
Why are my bad days questioned?
Why is it that I am not allowed a bad day along with everyone else?